There's only so much a heart can take. Mine's holding way too much now, and it feels like it's about ready to quit working.
I haven't been happy in a long time. Every since March, I've done nothing but worry. I know that's a bad thing. Stress isn't good for anyone. I feel gone almost, like I'm not here. Sure, I act like I'm happy at school, but I'm not. It feels like no one cares about my feelings, they just want me to feel worse. Everyone is too wrapped up in their own drama. That's how I should start being though. No one else cares, so why should I? It's killing me having to worry about ten times more than I should be worrying about. 15 year olds should be enjoying life, not having to go through what I'm going through. I want it all to be over. I'm sorry if I offend anyone, or if anyone thinks I'm selfish for this, but if you've been going through what I've been going through, you would understand.
Hey girlie! Maire Here! You do know that everything's been crazy for me too, but if you ever need you you can email me? Anytime! Rock on!
ReplyDeleteThank you! I never knew you had a blogger :O
ReplyDeleteYeah you can read my blogs at mairea.wordpress.com
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