Stop Your Freaking Bullshit.

Before I seriously flip out. I have enough crap to deal with, I don't need everyone elses. I'm done. I don't give a shit anymore.

100 Truths.

I saw this on Facebook, and decided that I'll fill it out since I'm bored. 100 Truths.. WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. Last beverage: Water 2. Last phone call: My grandma. 3. Last text message: Like forever ago from my grandma. 4. Last song you listened to: "Curiosity" by Carly Rae Jepsen 5. Last time you cried: About 3 hours ago. HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated someone: Nope. 7. Been cheated on: No. 8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No. 9. Lost someone special: Yes. A lot of times. 10. Been depressed: Yes. 11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope. People who do that are stupid. I've seen enough of that in my lifetime. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12: Black 13: Pink 14: White THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made a new friend: Yep 16. Fallen out of love: Nope 17. Laughed until you cried: Yes, watching the Gangnam Style music video. 18. Met someone who changed you: Kind of. It's not really the people that changed me though, it's the place. 19. Found out who your true friends were: Kind of, even though I already knew. 20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes. 21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nope. 22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: All of them. 23. How many kids do you want: Maybe 2. I'm not sure yet. 24. Do you have any pets: No. 25. Do you want to change your name: Yes, because no one spells it or pronounces it right. 26. What did you do for your last birthday: Went out for dinner then cried for about an hour. 27. What time did you wake up today: 6:10 a.m. 28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping. 29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Christmas. 30. Last time you saw your Mother: right now. 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Too many things to list. 32. What are you listening to right now: The tv. I should put my headphones in. 33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yep, that's my cousin. 34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: I'm not going to say names or else I'd have the whole city pissed at me. 35. Most visited webpage: tumblr.com. 36. Whats your real name: I'm not telling you. Let's just go with Burrito. 37. Nicknames: Don't really have one. Some people call me weird though. 38. Relationship Status: Secretly married to four dudes, they just don't know it yet. 39. Zodiac sign: Aries. 40. Male or female: Female. 41. Primary School: You're a stalker. I'm not telling you. 42. Secondary School: It was poopy. 43. High school/college: I'm in it right now. Poooooooopy. 44. Hair color: Brown 45. Long or short: I want it shorter. 46. Height: According to the doctors last Thursday, I'm 5 foot 7 and a half. 47. Do you have a crush on someone: Oh yes. 48. What do you like about yourself: I'm strange. 49. Piercings: None. 50. Tattoos: None. 51. Righty or lefty: Righty. FIRSTS: 52. First surgery: Never had any. 53. First piercing: I don't have any. 54. First best friend: Sam. I miss her like crazy. I have absolutely no clue where she went. 55. First sport you joined: Sports are lame. I've never been in one. 56. First vacation: Pshh I've never had a "vacation". And for anyone who knows me personally, that trip in June was NOT a vacation. I worked my ass off. 58. First pair of trainers: What? RIGHT NOW: 59. Eating: Gum. 60. Drinking: Water. 61. I'm about to: Go to the bathroom. 62. Listening to: I already answered this didn't I? 63. What time is it: 7:11 p.m. YOUR FUTURE: 64. Want kids: Sure. 65. Get married: Yes. 66. Career: Something where I make boatloads of money so I can buy a sombrero. WHICH IS BETTER: 67. Lips or eyes: Eyes. 68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs. 69. Shorter or taller: Taller. 70. Older or Younger: Older I guess 71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic. 72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach. 73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive. Loud people piss me off. 74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship. HAVE YOU EVER: 76. Kissed a stranger: No. 77. Drank hard liquor: No. Yuck. 78. Lost glasses/contacts: I don't wear either. 79. Sex on first date: Nope. 80. Broken someone's heart: Well hopefully not. 82. Been arrested: No. 83. Turned someone down: Yep. 84. Cried when someone died: Of course. Way too many times. 85. Fallen for a friend: Nope. DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 86. Yourself: Sometimes. 87. Miracles: Yes. 88. Love at first sight: *Blushes and giggles* yes. 89. Heaven: Yes. 90. Santa Claus: I used to, until I discovered those to and from labels weren't actually signed by Santa. 91. Kiss on the first date: Depends. 92. Angels: Not sure. ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Oh please, I can't even get a boyfriend much less more than one. 95. Did you sing today: No, I only sing when people aren't around. 96. Ever cheated on somebody: No. 97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: 6th grade. 98. The moment you would choose to relive: There are many. Maybe when he sung to me. *starts uncontrollably giggling and blushing again omg stop* 99. Are you afraid of falling in love: No. 100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: No, because no one's going to read it anyway.

Negativity.

I'm not going to lie, I think and speak negatively a lot. I'm trying to change that though, because it does nothing but bring you and the others around you down. People have troubles of their own, they don't need even more negativity from a friend or family member on top of that.

I read somewhere a few days ago that when you wake up, you should say and/or think something positive to get your day started off right. I agree with this. Instead of waking up and thinking "It's Monday, this sucks", think of something positive. Whether it's something that you're excited about that's not even going to happen weeks or a month from now, think about it. "Only so many days until that, I can't wait!" Or maybe you wake up and you look in the mirror and think "Wow, my hair didn't turn into an afro while I was sleeping, awesome!"

Also I hate it when people let one negative thing ruin their day. Sometimes it gets real bad and ruins their week, their month, their life. Don't let that happen. If you focus too much on the negative things, you'll never get to see the positive. Positivity is the key to being happy. Negativity makes you sad. It's simple.

I know I probably sound like some lame motivational speaker idiot that preaches how good it is to be positive and not to be sad, get glad. That's not why I'm writing this. I'm writing this because I'm fed up with negative people. Like I previously mentioned, when you're negative you're not only bringing your self down, you're bring the people around you down. This can cause a number of problems. When you believe that things will never get better, it's like poison. Repeating that to yourself is going to eventually make you believe that things are never going to get better, even though they more than likely are. I don't understand why people constantly complain about how things suck and will never get better. How do you know that they will never get better? Do you have some magical time machine that lets you travel to the future to find out? If so, let me borrow it. But seriously, things will get better. One of my favorite quotes is "it might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever". That quote basically explains what I just talked about.

From today on, I'm going to try to be more positive.
Unless you make me mad, then I'll hit you with a bag of potatoes.

Its not even my birthdayyyy!

Don't ask.
But seriously though, it's not.
Not for another 7 months.
Wow, that's like forever from now.

SCOOTER TIME!

Until next time, take care and wear your sombrero or else I will find you and give you a free bag of potatoes because I'm such a generous person.
You're welcome.

Oh No.

Hello there.

I drove for the first time ever yesterday, and I'm still alive to talk about it (shocking, I know)! My dad said that I did really good. I went in the parking lot of the school I go to. My dad kept saying to give it gas, so I ended up going almost 40 miles per hour in a parking lot haha. I didn't run into anything or anyone though, so that's good. There was some strange lady who looked at me like I was insane, so I looked back at her with a funky expression on my face. She got terrified and left.

That was how I spent my labor day.

Today I was told something freaky by one of my friends. That's why the title of this blog is "Oh No". Apparently someone who I only think of as a friend only likes me as more than just a friend. Craaaaaap. This happened last year too, but that dude wasn't my friend. He was a creep. Why can't the person that I like be the person that likes me instead of someone else? Ugh. Sorry if I confused you, that's even confusing to me.

I'll just go with the flow I guess.
Wish me luck.

Must Refrain From Blogging.

Oh screw it.

OOH BABY
IT FEELS LIKE
IT FEELS LIKE
THE MUSIC SOUNDS BETTER WITH YOUUU BABY
IT FEELS RIGHT
IT FEELS RIGHT
EVERYTHINGS BETTER WITH YOU

Just An Average Saturday Night.

Wait, it's Saturday right?
Yes.
Sorry about that.
Oh wait, my laptop charger just got yanked out.
Crap.

I'm back.
I'm lost.
I forgot what I was going to blog about.

Never mind.
I'm officially one of the strangest 16 year olds ever. Normal people in my grade are out partying right now. Or at a sleepover with their "besties". I'm sitting on my couch listening to "Dead or Alive" and wondering why. The thing is even if I was one of those kind of people and got invited to things, what would I do? Probably not go.
Simply because I love being by myself.
I can't explain it. People make me sick. Honestly, if I am around people for too long, I end up wanting to smack everyone. I prefer to be by myself. People piss me off. At least when I'm by myself I don't have to listen to whiny idiotic people who do nothing but fart all day. I know I'm exaggerating, I do that a lot. But I'm just trying to make my point across.

It does get me mad, sometimes even very mad and upset, that I'm not one of those people that actually do things with their friends. People don't want to be around me anymore than I want to be around them. Once I think about it though, I'd rather be the lonely girl who sits on the couch listening to music, scrolls through tumblr, and bids on useless junk on ebay. Being by myself just feels better.

I know being this way isn't going to help me any later in life, but I honestly don't care. Because being by myself gives me tons of time to think about the future and my dreams. And if my dreams do come true, people are going to be flipping shocked. So be prepared. No one knows about what goes on in my head, and I prefer to keep it that way. Alone. I like it.

No, my name is not Joseph, strange dude on TV.
See? I even talk back to my TV.

If anyone does read this, which would put me into a severe state of shock if anyone does, you're probably thinking I'm an absolute nutcase. I'm not.
I'm just different.
It's good to be different.
And if you don't like that, too freaking bad.

Adios, people.