Questions

Why do people do things that they know is only going to hurt others? Do they enjoy knowing that the other person feels like nothing now? Why do people constantly bring up something that makes you so upset? Do they enjoy the fact that you want to run far away to a place where you can finally be understood, not judged, but you can't so you sit there trying not to cry but on the inside you're dying? Repeating the same thing over and over until I can't handle it anymore and finally have a breakdown. Is that fun? Is someone getting entertained by that? Will things ever get better? Why can't we get over things, no matter how hard we try? Why do I have to pretend to be happy, even though I'm not? Does anyone understand me?