What I Need.

I need to get away from everyone. School, home, everything. I have so many things trapped inside of me. I want to go to the doctor all by myself. I want to tell him how I feel and cry and scream and let my feelings actually be heard. Maybe then I can be better. I feel like I'm crazy. This is probably the millionth time I've said it, but no one understands because they all believe the fake happiness I put on every day. It's pathetic. I just want someone who cares and will listen. I'm sick of living like this. Everything piles more and more on me each day. I don't know what to do.