Because I can't handle this anymore. This will probably have a few curse words in it, so be warned.
I'm sitting here freaking crying while listening to "Invisible" by Big Time Rush. It feels like they are the only people who give a crap anymore even though I've never met them and I don't know them. Go ahead and call me a crybaby because of that, it won't be the worst thing I've been called today.
I'm not in a good mood today. I didn't put on the fake bullshit happy crap that I put on everyday and act like everything's fine. Everything is far from fine, and pretending hurts just as bad.
Just because I barely talked today and didn't look happy, people called me "grumpy". Are you serious? Yeah I'm fricking grumpy. You would be too if you went through the shit I've gone through in the last year. Grow up and take a look in the mirror. I don't call people "grumpy" if they are having a bad day. All I want is to be alone.
Then I got called a bitch by my mom.
Also, in so many words I got told that I don't matter anymore.
People need to just leave me alone. I'm way too stressed out and mad.
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