Everything is catching up to me. I'm sick physically, and I'm starting to believe that I'm also sick mentally. I don't feel good at all. I've actually felt really bad for about a week and half. Today right after lunch, I left school. I didn't feel good at all. I still don't.
Today has been very hard for me. I've been thinking about everything, and worrying about everything. I've been crying off and on since I've got home. I actually had to sit down in the shower because I was getting dizzy and I was so upset.
Then, my dad and I got into a huge argument. Over stupid stuff too. Arguing for ignorant reasons is so stupid, but it was his fault.
I just want to curl up into a ball and be by myself, but I know that wish won't be granted. If I'm quiet, people think there's something wrong and ask me questions. Well there is something wrong, just talking doesn't help. But if I do talk, I get ignored. I don't understand anything or anyone at this point.
At least I understand myself.
I will win.
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