Exclusion.

Once again, I'm ignored and excluded. I feel like a piece of shattered glass or something that's gotten ran over in the middle of the street multiple times. It hurts to know that I'll never be as good. You'll never want me around, because you obviously don't right now. After all this time, I get thrown away. I'm treated like a garbage anyway, so I guess it makes sense. I'm all alone in this gigantic world. The laughter is what I hear. I wish I could laugh, but it's hard when you're all alone because you're left out AGAIN. I shouldn't care, but I do. I keep holding on for reasons that I don't even know. What if this was the other way around? What would they do? I'm silently drowning in my own tears. I try to be ok, but I can't be. As long as things are like this, I will never be fine. Why do people have to act like this? I should be used to it.

So thanks for making me feel like nothing. Thanks for making my day life miserable, and for knowing that I'm not cared about.

Thanks a lot.