Thoughts from yesterday.

I wrote this down on a piece of paper in Desktop Publishing yesterday, but never got time to type it last night, so I'm typing it now.

Today has been a really good day actually. It's nice to finally have good days after how my life's been for the last year. It felt nice to have someone pat me on the back and tell me to calm down, everything is fine. That simple pat was like medicine for me. The strength to survive another day. The medicine that helps you heal, become healthy again.

This year has been very hard. Finding the strength to even struggle through it was unimaginably difficult. But I survived. The things I've been through so far have made me stronger. I've also learned some important lessons also. Never give up. Life's too short to worry about things that have already happened, you can't go back and change them. Everything does happen for a reason. You might not know the reason when it happens, but you will figure it out eventually. For the first time in almost a year, I can say life is ok.