English Class.

I have absolutely nothing to do, and I haven't written a blog post since the 29th of April, so I decided I might as well write one right now.

I'm in English class. (as you probably could tell by the title.) My literature circle group is done with the project that's due Wednesday, so we are doing nothing and sitting here looking like idiots.

Someone keeps yelling my name from across the room. I'm ignoring them. Now she's staring at me.

I've learned to try not to give a crap anymore. Why worry about other peoples lives when you can't control them. At the end, you're not the one who makes decisions for them. They are. So since you have no control over them and their actions/decisions, why worry? Instead try to focus on yourself and make sure that you are fine. You can control yourself, and you are the only one that truly can. There's no use stressing over things that you can't control, especially when you've tried your best.

I'm actually happy that the weekend is over. I was under too much stress and way too busy. I don't think that anyone realizes that I need time for myself. All that's left of school is the rest of this week and then Monday through Thursday of next week. Thank goodness. I'll finally be able to go to my grandma's (not the one with dementia) and be myself again. Then if we get the whole travel mess figured out, then everything will be perfect. Well not everything, but the things that I can control will be.

I've very recently (within the last two hours) became in love with Spotify. I don't like the fact that it posts whatever you're listening to on Facebook though, but luckily there is an option to private browse. It seems like people can't accept the music I listen to and end up having fits and rants about how much the singers apparently suck. I figured that it's best just to ignore them rather than leap over a table and rip their face off.

School is way too stressful. I don't understand why teachers complain about having to check and grade so many papers but yet they give us homework every single day. That makes no sense to me. One of my teachers even said that she doesn't have time to do anything. I think that teachers need to start considering our lives and realize that we are busy too. Yes, some teenagers are lazy and do nothing so that's why they are failing. But then you have the other teenagers that want to go to college, want to get a good paying job, but they're failing because they have family troubles and other important things so they don't have time for homework. I'm one of those. For example, this weekend I had Algebra ll homework and I couldn't get that done because I was busy non-stop. I'll get punished by getting a bad grade for something that I couldn't do because of someone else.

I should go now.
Have a great day.